I LOST MY HANDPHONE AND MY WALLET!!!! haish, i cired my ass out sia dat day. thanks to amira, nazie, razlinda, nadiah and zul. and some sec4s. hmm, thanks peeps. now i'm missing my phone . all the msgs dat i saved all in there. shit that girl who took it! pfft, kay drop dat part.
kay, so now i'm in sec 3 life. and its more stressin. now i know ow the sec4s feel last yr. gosh, many things happen at de same time. i didn't asked for it but it cam to me. argh! and its just the starting of the year. sec 1 npcc camp coming in march. && i'm the camp co-ordinator. many many things to do. nehmind i'll do my best. anyway studies are all my concern now. its on top of de important things.need to do my best now.
you know who you are.
i'm sorry for letting myself fall for you.
i'm really really sorry.
now, i'm keeping myself busy so i could forget bout dis feeling.
u're a nice person for me.
keep it dat way[:
Cca Fair '09 was funn! ahahah, yeahh for npcc uh. i received my SGT rank! yay! heh, and today i got 4 badges in total. today everything was okayy. yeahh it was fun but somehow a bit of unwanted things happen but won't elaborate. gonna keep it between some indigo peeps. so finally, its done. all hard works for i think 2 months was done. dh dh enough for cca fair. and i'm sooo happy today to see him at least smile. keep up dat cute smile, -------
okayy, after dat went lepak with indigo boys. den me, fifi and aisyah went to kfc and eat. den got 1 group of guys sat at a table beside us. fifi said one of dem was cute. -___- haha, yeahh another was cute too. ahaha. den dey walked to interchange but i walked to my hse. now i'm sooo boreeed. haha, got nothing else to do now. those smile that u gave to me,
how i wish u would be mine.
don't stressed urself.
i want that smile to stay on ur face.
lalalalalalala <33
this pic was actually taken when i'm at chalet toilet. -_- hahah, so yeahh. school's normal for me. gosh, soooo streesss when got into sec 3. but have a really great class uh. haha :] teachers are okayy lahh. starting to have hmwks and stuff. received my EAGLES award. ahahah, got $150 luuh seyyh. best best. && for those who clapped or cheered for me, tyty. ahahah! :] oh oh, cca fair is on saturday! OMG! haha, okayy nervous habes lah seyyh. tomorrow's npcc gonna be doing many many things. maybe tmr goin home late. aaarrghh. okayy, seraamm. -____- heheh, d&t classes consist of 3 periods each. borreeed but nehmind. did i tell you my class like getting more and more kecooh? haha! yeahh, 3E5 what! haha, full of laughter luuh to say. looking forward for tmr! haha. last day of the week for classes mah. but every night i had to study. gonna work hard :]everytime when i see you, i tend to look away.
but seriously, i cant stop thinking bout you.
work hard yeaahh. & i really miss chatting with you.
ps. i'm falling in love with you :]
nites people :]
today: class was okayy. kinda boring but need to concentrate.
miss arnita class was fun? -__- not. ahhahahah, kay shut up bout dat.
mr KHIAN was kinda funny but he's strict so yeahh.
cikgu hassan funny but sarcastic. but funny way lah :D
miss nadiah okayy lah as usual.
after all their lessons, me, amira and kaiwen get out of class for sec1 orientation.
paired up with zul and we took odd numbers for 1E3'09.
at first they dun wan talk, den at last became a real loud group.
haha, their nice to work with. had great tym with them and all.
oh, but my throat infection like worse. but i don't care. ahahaha.
kay i'm done posting here.
cos i want it to be short and simple.
i want you, but i know i can't.
i'm just trying to stop thinking of you.
tmr gonna meet amira early in the morning for parade commanding. so tmr at 12 will be out of class for sec 1 orientation. oh yeah! yesterday went to interchange and bought a dress at this fashion. the real price was $41!! i told my mom forget bout it. but she insist and became a member at that shop. den they give us 30% discount and my mom pay only $20+ . so yeaah. it was purple. but its nice. really nice. thanks mom! :]]friend; i'm sorry but i have to reject you. i don't wanna lie to you and say that i like you when the fact is i don't. not at all. i treat u as a fren and not more than that. and, i like someone else but i don't know. its confusing now. its good that u understand. thank you :]
the one i like; i don't wanna tell my feelings. i don't want anyone to know. okayy, only my closest fren knows but i'm not ready if u say no.yeah i'm not ready to be heartbroken again. maybe i'll just keep it deep down in my heart. yeahh, its a secret. a real secret.
today: first day of school. woke up at 6am. haiyooo pagi seyyh. den met jamie at 6.50am downstairs. reached school den hear lecture and all.so blah blah blah. went to 1e3 to help with school tour. i was with zulhusni, iliyana, utomo, valerie and fareesha. the class, okayy laahh.. so quiet but nehmind. so after that went in the new class. did a survey. class was kinda funn when ppl are open to interact. haha :] amira and nadiah accompany me go eat at fp. den nazie, nany, nabilah and airie came and join. den wanna go lepak but i no time already.went back to school for npcc.NPCC: today's training, tiring lah. heh, seriously it was tiring. many unwanted things happen luh. don't wish to say it here. let it be between me, fifi, raz and aisyah. hmmmm.went back home when suddenly my leg cramp while walking. i cant move sia! den i saw my mom and bibik waiting for my sis to come home. i got to know, she was missing. OMG! dad went searching for her. luckily she's okayy. a really nice pakcik lent his phone and ask my sis to call my mom. phew, the school bus auntie go push her out for wat dia. stupid auntie. u don't know how to do ur work isit?? alamak! i went home with a really really cramped leg. aiyoyo. painful luuh sia! now okayy.. phew. he's cute today. hahaha :]
but too bad. won't tell who he is.
ahahahaha :]
