time flies really past.
seriously, everything seems to be moving really fast now.
2009,
a year that i became close with the bestest np peeps ever.
a year that i get to know other people well.
a year that i get to know Brunei people.
a year that i get to know many great people.
a year that holds a lot of sweet memories.
a year that really so memorable.
a year that i met my idiotic closest + bestest friend now.
hahha, its really so memorable to let go.
now here comes 2010.
i wanna wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!
haha. be happy always.
accept critics positvely and accept praises humbly.
ohh good. ive set my own goal for this year.
ahhh, O lvl this year.
i can do it.
im loving Sezairi Sezali a lot,
and i think he's getting my attention (:
i lovee 25th of december!
ahaahah. its not because of christmas.
but its ouut with bestfriends.
aisyah and zulhusni couldnt make it.
went to eat and then to open plaza at tampines mall.
my dad bought me a new phone.
okay, basically using my money.
ahahah! yeahh. LG KU990R.
lovee it oii.
so fadhli-kun and zulfi kept calling me " ehh touchsreen!"
ahahah. what only.
so my phone was like the camera of the day.
at open plaza, we played truth or dare.
me, fee, fadhli, zulfiqar, derick and antricia.
hahah, supeer cool!
fadhli was dared to spin on this thing.
i have his video in my phone. will upload soon.
he was like screaming and screaming asking to stop the thing.
zulfiqar was dared to endure our pinches and tickles.
aahhaah! so funny.
derick was dared to walk past in a pond from one end to another( barefooted)
antricia was dared to do an army kind of crawl or something.
hahaha! and me?
i was dared to ask any random guy if he's 19years old till i found one.
urgh! i've not found a 19yr old guy yet so i guess i have to continue tmr =.=
urgh! i hope i found one. soon enough. tsk3.
after that had a hell loads of fun.
thanks to fadhli's mom who sponsored all the food.
heee, extremely delicious pizzas! (:
movie that made me shout =.=
that time it was always fadhli laughing at me.
it was like 'Fadhli laughing at Ayu' day.
ahahah, due to my stupidness. and kekekness of the day?
hahaha.
now today- 28th December (:
syub went to selangor for holidaayy. have funn yahh?
so went for training. got my stomach aches and stuffs.
seriously, mepek. i hate all this things youu noe.
esp. during training. hmmphh!
after training; me, fee, fadhli, zulhusni and aisyah went for movie with adha and hidayah.
we watched a koreean movie Chaw.
HAHAHAHHA! it made fadhli jumped out of his seat in one part of the movie.
ahhaaha, zulhusni almost threw his popcorn bcos of dat.
wah laoo. so funny!
ohh i sat in the middle of fadhli and aisyah.
aisyah was laughing most of the times in the movie.
and fadhli was soo of himself.
ahahha! thanks ehh sharing nachos and ice lemon tea (:
wore his cap for an hour or more?
aahhaha, he lahh. tsk3. i have to wear for him.
aisyah ate at BK. took some pictures and all.
aahhaha, hidayah is really nice (:
ohh then we went to pasir ris park and walk and walk.
ahaha, then at around 6+pm, we went home.
only fee stayed with hidayah and adha.
okayy, so after that fadhli and zulhusni accompanied me buy drinks.
hehh, den home sweet home.
oh oh anw.
SEZAIRI WOOOONNN! (:
i lovee him a loooooot!
aahhahaa (:
i came back from malaysia!
ohh, kampong at Muar was not that bad.
it was okayy and my family only got to visit my grandaunt grave.
said some prayers for her and off we go to lunch.
it was tiring. we stopped by at Pandan City.
i bought myself a big teddy bear.
yeahh its really big okay? hahaha!
i likeeee it a lot.
thanks daddy for buying it for me.
now i have something to hug in bed (:
meeting with bestfriends was cancelled today.
damn sad ):
dere goes the fun and my kinder buenoooooo.
but! meeting them tmr.
haha, weeeee! another exhilarating movie.
but i hope not a 'burning' one.
and here comes my kindeer buenoooo! (:
thanks to that idiot fadhli lahh.
ohh a so called 'Taylor Lautner' tag at my tagboard.
so funny! he can speak Malay i tell youu.
hahaha! come on get a life.
i just adore him.
i dont expect the real Taylor Lautner to fall for me.
which is stupid.
ahahaha! so funny!
speak malay some more.
HAHAHAHA!
i cant stop laughing already.
haha, kay byeeeeeee :D
you tell me.
choosing between family and cca?
whatever it is, family comes first.
so i wont go for training tmr.
my grand auntie just passed away and so tmr early in the morning we gg to malaysia.
but i still want to go to npcc.
even that idiot fadhli says family comes first.
disappointed? yupyup. but nehmind.
i dont wanna be labeled as not comitted to cca.
i have no choice okay.
urgh nehmind.
so im gonna wake up early tmr.
thursday gonna meet up with bestfriends again for movie again.
aisyah's laptop, with fadhli's hard drive.
yay! the best movie partner will be there :D
okayy, i'll update when i come back aite.
byebye people!
be happy always (:
ohh i miss those time.
nehmind nehmind, i will always keep them in my heart.
a bruneian made a video, mostly of all the things that happened in the camp.
it made me cry okayy. haiyoohh, but seriously they are soo nice.
okayy back to what's happening currently.
last few trainings before school reopen which is like 2 more weeks? =.='
well, morning i had a headache. so training went on and on and on.
now aisyah's back. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
thanks for the souvenir oiii! loveee youu lahh.hahahah.
my partner is back woii :D
but zulfi couldnt make it today. boo hoo ):
hahaha. okayy so yeahh.
after training went to food culture to eat with bestfriends.
hahaha, coool. as per normal, i finished eating last and they were waiting for me.
zulliey started opening a topic on cracking hands or backbones or something.
hahahaha! supeer random but funny :D
after that we went to open space at T1.
aisyah took out her laptop and fadhli took out his hard drive.
we shift to more convenient place ( which turns out not convenient at all =.=! )
it was burning our butts and back lahh sehh. right fee? right fadhli?
and we chose jennifer's body and sat there watching it.
hahahaha! supeeer funny lahh. many things happen.
fee was like waiting for every moment of what she's gonna do when she grow up stuff. hahaha! and aisyah would go like "shhhhhhhhhh!"
while me, i would be like talking a lot.
giving unnecessary comments about any part that has suspense on it.
hahahaha! like fadhli said, i would go " omg, what happen after this? tell me. just tell me this. i want to know what's gonna happen. he going to die or noooot? fadhlii!!! tell me lahhhh "
hahahahaha!
and fadhli would be giving this " wth! shut up Ayu! " face.
hahahahaha! well dats me youu know.
i dont like suspense in a movie. i would start asking a lot of qn.
furthermore, if the person im watching with had already watched the movie (which is fadhli and zulliey lahh)
hahahaha! supeeer funny lahh.
it was really fun watching the movie with bestfriends.
i remember fadhli said " your face uhh! i slap one by one drop uhh! "
then i'll be like " i only have one face what? why must slap one by one drop?"
hahahaha! den he'll give the " wth! shut up Ayu! " face.
he's favourite thing to do now. ahahahah! :D
another movie thingy please?
in more convenient and not burning place pleaseee? hahahah :D
okayy i had fun today :D
one last time.
happy birthday fakhruddin!
tua oiii! :D
i just came back from the Singapore-Brunei Adventure Camp 2009.
when at first i have the unwillingness before gg for the camp.
now, i miss the BRUNEI people the most.
seriously, and also the superrb instructors .
i miss ROYAL PREENS!
klinsmann(Pei Hwa), Gheren(Pei Hwa), Albert(Pei Hwa), Rafidah(Pei Hwa), Irah(Pei Hwa), Yan Ying( Pei Hwa), Zati(Brunei), Zura(Brunei), Faiz(Brunei), Zan(Brunei), Nabil( Brunei), Brian(Junyuan) and me( Junyuan)
so here's what happened for past 5 days;
14th December 2009.
the 6 of us gathered in school. it was supposed to be 9 of us if im not wrong. but felice, boo and paulynn couldnt make it on the last minute basis. so left only me, von, vivian, cheryl, brian and alvis gg to the camp.mr hairol was incharged of us. so we waited for a bus in school but it didnt come. so we split ourselves into 2 groups and took taxi to Labrador Adventure Centre. when we reached there, the Brunei people are already waiting. when we placed our bags we sat beside them. and started our introduction. i remember Nadiah. the first bruneian to talk to me in the camp. after that, i could say all the bruneian with cameras started taking picture of us. it felt as if we are the celebrity's and that was really fun. just in a couple of minutes, they made us laugh. it was truly amazing how we got to talk to each other in just a short time. then the Pei Hua Secondary people came and dorm allocation was next. followed by ice breaker games in our own groups.. it was fun. seriously. i was in the same group as brian. hehh! at least a junyuan in my group. then we had our goal settings and coming up with our group names. my group name is ROYAL PREENS. royal comes form how the brunei people in their country and preens came from our so called " inspiration", Ris Low. hahaha! so then we had lunch together. after lunch we got ready and took bus to changi adventure centre. there we had telematch. 4 groups challenged each. it was super fun and dat brought my group together. haha. cool! in the end our group managed to get 2nd postition. then we discussed about campfire item. then we had BBQ oii! hahaha, we bbq with our groups. the first half, the brunei people cook. then i took over and bbq all our foods till finished. it was yummy and fun. then at night we head back to camp for debrief. then we wash up and go to bed. well, not exactly go to bed. we do talked a lot in the room (: and we get to use our handphones. isnt dat cool?! hahah. i called my family. den i called syafiqah. den i msged fadhli. hahah, cool.
15th December 2009 (:
assembled at 755am. then had our breakfast. after wash the plates and all, my group 2(my group) and group 1 had rope challenge. we did Abseiling, Zip Line and Challenge pole. it was truly fun and amazing. it was some bruneian first time doing that and they had loads of fun. haha, it was scary but fun. then after our lunch we did Nature walk. we walked from the camp to kent ridge park and all around there. it was fun and i had to partner up with Albert. he's friendly and really easy going. haha, it was fun talking to him. then we head back to camp and had dinnner and wash up. Albert( my nature walk partner) had to go off the camp cos he had to go for a holiday with his family. so said byebye to him then we went for midnight express! we went to citylink first. then we went to esplanade. then we went to singapore river and took a boat cruise there to Clark Quey. from clark Quey we went to jalan kayu for supper. then we went to mustafa centre and shop. it was 1230am by then. then after shopping for 1 hour +, we went to Jurong Hill. we ran up the hill so that we wont be sleepy ( as instructor aqasha said). haha, then we went to the Jurong fisheries to look at fishes early in the morning. in the end we reach back at campsite at around 4+ in the morning. hahaha! amazing lahh sehh! ohh in the midnight express i partnered with Rafidah! then we went to room. wash up den sleep!
16th December 2009
we got ready at 1130 am if im not wrong in our wet attire. then, we head off to kallang river for our dragon boating. before that we had lunch there. it was really fun talking to eddy. he talked about people giving him food when they dont wanna eat it. haha, he ate very fast. so funny. den we had briefing and got into our dragon boat group by group. i partnered with Zura where she sat next to me. it was truly fun but due to the lightning, we had to stop the dragon boating. then we washed up there, changed to dry clothes and head back to campsite. then we bathed properly and went down to canteen. in canteen we had like this bonding session with some of them while waiting for dinner. after dinner we discussed on the next day activity. which is downtown rendezvous. my group are supposed to go Kampong Glam first then Chinatown. after that we had campfire preparation in our own groups. after that we had debrief and lights off. but junyuan had a debrief where mr hairol bought 100 plus for us! hahaha, and dat made us awake in the morning. =.=! so me and the rest of junyuan girls went to the canteen with some brunei and pei hwa people who also not slept yet. it was 2 am i think by that time. then i remebered talking to ezey and HAZIM!. i guessed the song that they were listening. haha, so funny of me to guess the wrong tittle. but in the end i got it okay?ahaha. it was situasi from bunkface. =P den me and syafiqah went off to sleep.
17th December 2009
had breakfast at 8+am in the morning. then i was supposed to hold the group's money. they gave us $10 per person for transportation and lunch. so i was holding around $130. we were supposed to go and find ourselves the route to kampong glam. and from kampong glam to chinatown. we had lunch at beach road. it was the bruneians first time to take our buses and mrt. we reached the campsite back at 530pm. den we washed up and had last minute preparation for our campfire. the campfire was inside a hall. the concept was like prom night style with campfire in the middle of the hall. it was truly beautiful. the bruneians was wearing their traditional uniform for their performance. we were supposed to pair up with an oppposite sex so i had brian as my partner. haha, like i said, it was like prom night and so the guys will sit the opposite of the girls. hahah, it was also like candle light dinner. so cool! hahaha. den the first performance was from the brunei people. they perform their traditional dance which was like malay dance. it was supeerbly nice. haha, then after their performance, they quickly changed to our campfire shirt. (ohh, we got campfire shirts for campfire) after that we had dinner. then after dinner it was singapore's turn to dance. hahahahahahaha! wont explain. very funny. then group 1 followed by group 3 to perform. very funny. haha. then we played a game.
each group must come up with 4 people. 1 brunei girl, 1 brunei boy, 1 sg girl and 1 sg boy. they had to dance with blindfold if they hear the music. is the music stops, they had to freeze. as the elimination went on in the game. finally came to a soloist. NAZ, the winner.hahah, but sabotaged him to dance so many times eventhough he was the only one on stage. he dance so cute and it was really funny! in the end, instructor opened his blindfold and dats when he realised that he's the only one dancing on stage. hahaha! really funny. he was on stage and we're like his audience sitting on the floor in front of the stage. like so called in a concert where he's the artist den we are the fans. hahah, it was unforgetable! den it was group 4 followed by group 2 to perform our thing. then the brunei teachers took over. all of us sat on the floor again. they sang for all of us with cikgu shai as the guitarist. then the brunei people said they had a surprise for us. they sang 2 songs. the first song really touched our heart. with hazim on the guitar and the rest of them singing. then they sang the song tentang kita - peterpan. it made the singaporeans cry while they sang the song. seriously, it was so touching even i couldnt held back my tears. it was truly memorable. after the campfire we then had a debrief and then free time. i took the time to take picture with most of the brunei people. if i remembered, i took picture with ezey, zati, nadiah, zura, izzul, zawanah, Hazim, eddy then me syafiqah and vivian ate maggi mee from the brunei people at 2+am in the morning. after that we get to the room and talked with the brunei girls in our room. and sleep at nearly 4am in the morning.
17th December 2009
woke up and packed our stuffs. brought down to the canteen and had breakfast but most of us didnt eat at all.. then we board the bus to changi airport. that's when some of us cried. even our instructors cried in the bus. then aqasha played the song tentang kita and sat in front of me! =.=' he cried and zati cried and zura cried so in the end, i cried too! )'= as they got their tickets, we did a survey. after that, it was last moments photo taking time. cried and cried. its just so hard saying goodbye. and not only girls cried okay! boys also cried. then they had to go in and we had our last hugs. it was really sad okay. haiyoohh, then after that we went to our seperate ways. junyuan ate breakfast at mcdonalds. and we took bus 34 and go home. i walked with von home as we live in just opposite of each other.
the camp was really enjoyable.
it was the bestest camp with strangers that now became family.
eventhough we're far apart from each other.
gonna miss the bruneians a lot.
im gonna miss that guitarist a lot too. von knows who im talking about =')
after that met bestfriends after they had friday prayers. fee was at my house.
den had awesome lunch at food culture.
got to know fadhli couldnt eat fast food for a week.
tsk3. too bad ehh. hahah!
it was awesome like always with bestfriends.
then at night i watched new moon with family!! (:
loveee it oii. personally, i love it.
especially getting to see TAYLOR LAUTNER in action! :D
it didnt waste my time, zulfiqar and fadhli.
hahaha, and im back to my old lifestyle with family and bestfriends.
singapore-brunei adventure camp 2009 in my heart and mind always (:
its just a crush. i think,
i dont wanna go to the camp.
its tomorrow and i've yet to pack my bag.
i cant even look at the kit list.
there's this strong unwillingness inside my heart telling me not to go.
now what am i supposed to do?
urgh, just go i guess. hmphh ):
ohh fadhli did helped a lot in creating reasons for me not to go.
hahah, its so hilarious with all the reasons that he came up with.
hahah, thanks ehh!
but still i have to go to the camp though.
no difference lorhh.
ohh yahh, we cant go to Australia! ):
like Mr Lian said, we gonna be in the hall answering our exam scripts.
nooo, that's not good. in fact that made fadhli crazy.
he's like a pathetic guy talking about australia all the time. =.=
hahahah! very irritating but supeeer funny!
so in order to cheer him up, i made a pledge for idiots.
(im not the chairman of idiot society fadhli =.=)
hahah, eight more years bestfriends. *winks!*
i think only Aisyah has yet to noe abt the pledge.
nehmind, tell her once she's back then. weee! (:
hahah, eight more years then we'll get to see Syafiqah's, Zulfiqar's and Aisyah's family.
(i noe we noe :D )
ohh yah! and fadhli! i think i know who you miss now. hahah :D
okayy, now im tired.
nehmind, im gonna miss everyone.
hehh! (:
will update more when im back from camp.
be happy people! hehh,
and i wish i would be too in camp. haishh.
PadaMu KuBersujud - Afgan
Kumenatap dalam kelam
tiada yang bisa kulihat
selain hanya namaMu, ya Allah
Esok ataukah nanti
ampuni semua salahku
lindungi aku dari segala fitnah
Kau tempatku meminta
Kau beriku bahagia
jadikan aku selamanya
hambaMu yang selalu bertaubat
Ampuniku ya Allah
yang sering melupakanMu
saat Kau limpahkan kurniaMu
dalam sunyi aku bersujud
Esok ataukah nanti
ampuni semua salahku
lindungi aku dari segala fitnah
Kau tempatku meminta
Kau beriku bahagia
jadikan aku selamanya
hambaMu yang selalu bertaubat
Ampuniku ya Allah
yang sering melupakanMu
saat Kau limpahkan karuniaMu
dalam sunyi aku bersujud
Kau tempatku meminta
Kau beriku bahagia
jadikan aku selamanya
hambaMu yang selalu bertaubat
Ampuniku ya Allah
yang sering melupakanMu
saat Kau limpahkan karuniaMu
dalam sunyi aku bersujud padaMu
currently in love with that song by Afgan.
everyone should go listen to it.
like seriously, its really meaningful.
today had training.
it was okay except for the parts we had to be under the sun.
i was having a headache. haha =.=!
ohh bcos of fadhli's riffle, my hand got a few scratches.
it was painful but can tahan.
hehh(:
progressing well together.
haha, i just need aisyah now. she's my partner at most parts.
but next week whole week im not gonna come. nice one ahh ):
another few more days and im going for the brunei camp thingy.
i dont wanna go!
felice also dont wanna go. hahah =.=
seriously, another 5 days 4 nights camp.
nehmind, if i can go through OBS. this camp should be okay (i think =.=!)
he did attract my attention (:
