im feeling down lately.
i myself dont know why.
i had fun in HRC.
I had fun with npcc area9 peeps.
i had fun with junyuan npcc peeps.
it all turns out well yesterday.
until i saw him.
i noe i caught a glimpse of him at T1 yesterday.
disappointed as much now.
i cant even look back and smile.
fadhli noe my mood changed.
gahh, super disappointed.
it was like a few seconds only.
haish, i hate this.
he's so close yet so far.
went back home thought i could release my tiredness.
instead getting shouted at.
i noe. its my fault.
but im really tired getting scolded and shouted at.
sindiran yg pahit diberikan.
this really is very bad for me.
bestfriends has been really helping a lot.
fadhli-kuun really helped me though.
thank you so much guys.
esp my closest bestfriend.
sarang heyo(:
blogger has been irritating.
photos cant be uploaded.
fonts cant be changed.
tsk3.
bad bad.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
new week
Sunday, January 17, 2010
challenges, obstacles and difficulties.
i have to overcome that.
another week is gonna start.
or i should say, another busy and tiring week awaits me.
im getting mindset ready.
mind-mapping for coursework.
memorising formulaes.
practicing questions plus exercises.
okayy, so back to weekends.
went to the national library, mustafa centre and centrepoint and carrefour.
with family of cos.
msged bestfriend after he's soccer.
i bought new shades. [ ohh, lovee it! (: ]
bought earpiece for my mp4. tsk, waste my money only.
sis broke the old one.
whatever it is, had dunkin donut.
ohh, yummy (:
will update next week.
i miss how you grabbed my hand.
i miss how you suddenly hugged me from behind.
i miss all your sweet text msgs.
i miss how noisy you were everytime we meet.
i miss you singing to me.
i miss talking otf late at night with you.
i miss every moment with you.
i miss you.
back.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
im back better than ever.
well, actually no.
many ups and downs this week.
downs was with all the npcc stuffs.
we did alot of mistakes.
stepping down and we did a lot of mistakes.
damn angry with ourselves for making the CIs angry.
tsk3.
we'll improve. i noe we will.
so this whole week, fadhli-kuun has been walking me home for 4 times already.
heeeee (:
and he said more to come.
awwwhh, thank youu bestfriend! heheh.
every moment with bestfriends are loved.
mostly this week is spent with fee and fadhli-kuun.
aisyah too sometimes.
hope zulhusni is getting better.
& i miss galah. tsk.
so guess what?
4E5 is participating in CHINGAY 2010!
we'll be with 4E6 also.
ohh supeeeerb! ahaha.
we would be in the yellow wave thingy or something like that.
our last year and so we want to bond together more.
studies are no exceptions.
getting busy studying also.
i noe its just january.
many seniors are telling me to start early so what the heck.
i am starting early.
dont start telling me that im bullshitting right here.
saying that conferm im just playing around and still playing.
didnt mean to point fingers here.
whatever.
now im tired :D
today, tua helped me with maths.
thanks tua.
i'll be paying more attention in class.
even if jerric were to sit next to me.
tsk3, i'll just tell him to shut up.
hahah! (:
i'll be back soon. heheh, (:
and where've you been?
its been too long now.
baby please tell me something.
dont leave me hanging here.
tsk, im missing you.
ohh, school.
Friday, January 8, 2010
"it doesn't matter whether you get knocked down,
it matters whether you get back up"
i kinda find that quote interesting during one of the slideshows that were shown to us.
so school had started. the first week, schedule was superly packed.
everyday i reach home quite late.
lesson hours were extended and so the latest time my classes end is 4.45pm for now.
not check my changed timetable yet.
monday: first day of school. had Mr Loh as my new form teacher. many many slideshows of quotes for the new year. since its gonna be our last year with O level coming up soon. after school, had training with riffle squad. ohh, love it (:
tuesday: started some lessons with intro. mostly, teachers were changed for our class. after class had cca as per normal. this time round quite different. the sec1s were touring around and so i was the one that brief them about npcc. wahh, tiring. haha.
wednesday: had lessons then assembly. sitting at the back now after 3 years sitting in front. hahha, after that met him. i was late, sorry. but it was hilarious as usual (:
thursday: the longest day ever. lessons end at 4.45pm. whoahh, super tiring esp the last period. 3 period of MT is somehow very not enjoyable. tsk3. after that went to eat + study at kfc. and i saw afiq. hmmm, so long didnt see him. at least he smiled. but i really enjoyed time spent with fadhli-kuun, fee and zulliey (:
friday: ohh, best day through the week. class end the earliest today. weeeee! ahhaha, so we had rehearsels for cca fair. everyone was super nervous including me. i was shaking on some parts of the drill. then after months of training, we showcased what we had around 9+pm if im not wrong in the school hall. fantastic! everyone did their best. with parents and sec1s staring right into each and everyone of us. we're like the only uniformed group to perform our fancy. thanks to the CIs and CITs that helped us through. definitely worth it.
we did our best, dont worry about it closest + bestest friend (:
reached home around 10+pm.
that's what happened through this week!
more to come, whooahh. ahhaha, you see. everyone's focus is all about O level.
tsk, next week im gonna get my O level theme for DNT project.
gonna give my best in folio now. 2nd week and we've already gonna start with O level.
i guess im really getting into the mood also.
promised with fee that we're NOT gonna think abt steady relationships until we've done with O level. im so looking forward to end my secondary school life. hehehh!
lastly, im loving every moment with Idiots and my closest+bestest friend(:
do you think this is working?
well, i dont think so somehow.
maybe i'll just wait for your text. then i'll tell you the truth.
i kinda miss talking to your jokes lahh dumbass!
tsk.
