I MISS MY DAD LAHH STUPID.
:(


I DIDNT MEAN TO BREAK MY PROMISE.
IM ULTIMATELY SORRY YOU CHUBBY ADORABLE GUY
:(


i dont like feeling this way lahh.
my dad went to bali and he's coming home in the morning.
i wished he could come back earlier.
mom is stepping up on the nagging!
urgh! im always at fault. and im sorry okayy.
i need my dad's lame jokes.
i need my dad's stories.
i need my dad.
come back home soon! (:


i still love our conversations dearest.
but i love you more.
everything is just nice, i like it.
but still, i like you more.
im listening to Only You-Yellowcard.
trying to understand every single thing.
that sure is very very sweet music video. wow,
but you're more sweeter dear.
if only i had a diary. there's too much thing to say abt you now.
hahah, really too much. eventhough its just 2months.
i love you very very very much dearest, :)
you noe i do and i really mean it :)


ohh shits. tmr's MONDAY!
and dats the day for my MONDAY BLUES to take place :O
dont blame me dearest.
i dont know why this monday blues love sticking around with me on mondays :P
HAAHAH.

to aisyah; lek lek. there must be a way. chill and think abt it. ;)

NOW IM STILL WAITING FOR MY PIZZA! 0.o IM HUNGRY MAHH.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

what's happening to me?
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.
im happy. im very very very very happy.
i love this conversation thats going on.
i love everything that i shared with you and likewise.
you're making me smile everytime im down and without fail.
i dont wanna care what ppl gonna say cos hey. its between me and you.
am i really glad i get to know you or what man!
hahahaha, thank you for everything today.
woooots, sweetstuffs from you and me.
i wont forget this lovely conversation and on 25th of feb's.
they're just wonderful.
really really.

to you know who;
i love you very very very much. now i realise that ;)

wazzzzzzuuuuuuppppp! XD
im watching annoying orange. so funny.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

okayy hey people.
in a few minutes its gonna be sunday.
and i hate sundays cos its gonna be the end of a week.
i havent done my homeworks yet! deadline is coming.
ohhh noooo :O

ohh that picture up there.
i found it in rafidah's tumblr.
its nice. really.
i kinda find those words very true.
like really really true.
anyone with me? ahaha. i noe someone's with me anw (:

watched Percy Jackson & The Ligthning Thief.
LOGAN LERMAN <33 *melts*
its awesome. those who have yet to watch it better go to the cinemas.
hehheehehhehehh ;D

& i have nothing to say kayy?
hahah. sorry for the stupid post im posting now.
hehehehh, you wasted your precious time reading it.
byeeee people!

dearest F, sarang heyo very very much kayy? ;)
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaaalallaalallaa.

from the picture, you'll know ;D


PEOPLE! hi.
hahaha, im being random this few days.
i dont know why you see. but i guess its okay. is it?
hahah, nehmind :D

this whole week, im only in school for 3 days.
i spent my tuesday and thursday at home.
the headache was really killing me.
now, i noe something is really wrong with me.
everytime i eat, my throat would be like " dont eat!"
so im left with the feeling of throwing up after every meal.
that isnt good. isnt it?

met dearest only a few times this week.
but still, every moment is extraordinary!
ahahaa. <33
this week; talked to him otp for the first time at night ;D
he's reaching he's limit of msges this month :(
he's very bored when im not in school (:
he flicked/matrix me. real hard :O
made me smile without fail :D
feed him he's birthday cake. ahahahah ._.
been disturbed like crazy by his classmates and my friends. :x
im sick but im very happy bcos of him (:

ohh im gonna tell you abt this 4 guys.
really funny!
i was with him at open plaza at tm.
these guys were so funny when the spin on the spinning thing.
one of them vomited after being spun.
one of them thrown himself to the bushes.
the other two was lying on the ground, laughing like crazy.
HAHAHAHAHA!
they are really funny lahhh!
especially the one who vomited.
tsk3. ahahahaha, funny funny. :D


now im in love!
hahahaha. no lahh.
just pulling your leg.
hehehehhhh ;D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!




dearestdearestdearest,
look at my title <33

i feel like dying. or even banging my head on the wall.
i hate headaches. now i feel like vomiting :X

it seems like im being missed by peeople for not coming to school today.
awwhhhh :D

and i ate just one bread and i feel like vomiting already.
nice or what. :(

i think i wanna go out later.
speaking of which fee's gonna kill me later for not coming today.
die die die.
hahahahah.

yesterday bcos of the false alarm given by teacher i couldnt go home with him ):
how sad was that.
ohh very sad ):
ended up talking to him otf.
hahahahha, funny indian *inside joke*
at night : fee's on my home phone and F on my hand phone.
i started my crazyness. ahahha.
F first time listening to my crazyness at night.
well for fee, been a few years already.
haahhah! :D

and i finished watching the annoying orange series already
HAHAHAHA!
super annoying lahh kayy? :D


okayy i miss dearest F.
howhow?
he running in stadium now.
enjoy running ehh.
hahha :D


byeeee people! :D
im off to take my medicine. eewww.

okayy. he's off waiting for dad/bro use laptop finish.
and F, i miss you already. tsk.
im damn damn damn bored.
ahahha. so decided to blog properly.
the previous post would stay as it is.
heehhs.
alrighty! here's what happened to me this week ;D


Monday; i didnt do anything for D&T. was plainly very jealous that people have filled more pages than me. and ofcos, i had monday blues. very moody until after school. heheh, and i would always look forward to see his smile.

tuesday; CCA! damn super funny. everyone took charged of their level left me, kamarul, F, zulfi, derick and siok fong doing nothing. so we made a squad and did drills. okayy, kamarul is supeerr verry very super funny! ahaha. everything he did made me laugh non-stop. till seniors told us to be serious cos we NCOs. wooots!
i cant wait till i step down from np. right F? (:

Wednesday; everything was superbly normal. ahaha. den after assembly met hidayat. woots! tembam = adorable lahh kayy? hehee, funny funny. i was damn hungry and so i was grumpy. i pinched his cheeks just to calm down. ahaha, next time again hor! ;D
and went eating with bestfriends. den fee and aisyah went off. left me with zulliey, F and zulfi. walked back to mama shop beside school. den zulliey went the long way and zulfi went off. left me walking with F and finally he walked me till the road. ahaha. :D

Thursday; freaking mood swing. kept quiet most of the time. didnt see his smile that often like always. went for D&T. amira was late. she went 3hrs detention. i missed her like crazy. den chemistry she's back. woots! den lunch. amira wanted to buy coke. F went out of school(since he finished at 115pm lahh kan) and bought for her. amira asked me to take for her as she want charge her phone =.=!
so waited for him. took coke and talked to him, wooots! ahaha. mood swing demolished. very happy came in class. after school, 10th time with F. heeee, lovelove(:

Friday(today); parents sent me to school. wrapped up roses and gave them away with chocolates. got briefing on 0level thingy then went back to class. got chocolates from kaiwen! thank you;D den had maths. very semangat i take out notes. heheh, den msged him saying i wanna see him during recess. heehh, had vocab test during eng. i tell you ahh. i dont know what i wrote. ahahha! nehmind. area cleaned class den went for recess. gave him chocolates. reuben and derick gave me paper rose, told me from him =.=! ahaha. wth sia reuben and derick. did a lot of work. went for assembly. dont wanna talk abt it. i took the lead and reuben was like " just sign my name can one"
=.= thanks ehh reuben. hahah! went tm with kaiwen, fee and jerric. the guys went movies and me and fee went walking. waited for F and zulliey and derick. ate at KFC.
zulliey went home. left me, fee, F and derick. ahhaha, F was scared i didnt talked to him. hehehee, testing only ;D finally went home with fee.

yay! so wordy. like essay. ahahahahah! :D
tmr gg the chalet thingy.
damn lahh. nehmind.

and to deaerest F,
sarang heyo very very much ehh. ;D

blogger is so weird now.
nehmind. im soooooo happy now.
this week is really a damn fun week for me.
so many times dear F walked me home.
ahahahha!
very very happy already.
my star of all ;D

Olevels is really making me freak out.
urgh! dont like dont like.
but im gonna end my secondary life!
yesaaaa! ;D
that's what i want.
and get into poly. weeeeeeeeeeee! :D


dearest F, sarang heyo very very much! (:

hey guys!
hahaha. decided to do this quiz.
chatting with fadhli now.
ahahha, again i think.
nehmind. another week of school.
gahhhh! ):
ohh dont forget to watch chingay okayy?
hehee ;D
here it goes.



Can you name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people.

(In Random)
1.Syafiqah .
2. Aisyah.
3. Fadhli-kuun.
4. Zulliey.
5. Zulfi.
6. Amira.
7. Hadyu.
8. Jerric.
9.Sebastian .
10. Syubli.
11. Zuhairi.
12. Baiduri.
13. Muhaimin
14.Amalina .
15.Hidayah .
16. Kamarul.
17. Brian.
18. Khaliesah.
19. Putra.
20. Hidayat.


• How did you meet 10? Syubli
Singapore - Brunei Camp 2009. hehh,

• What would you do if you had never met 6? Amira
i would find her. ahahha! (:

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? Hidayat & Hidayah
Wont be happening! later muliani scold. haha! :D

• If you could marry between 5 or 14 who will it be? Zulfi & Amalina
both attached. how? ahaha!


• Did you ever like 9? Sebastian
i like him cos he's my funny partner :D

• Have you ever seen 4 cry? Zulliey
Yeap. no good. tsk

• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple? . Zulliey & Brian
HAHAH! gays.

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? Syafiqah & Aisyah
Crazy couple? yeahh. ahaha :D

• Describe 8. Jerric
Stupidly idiotic noisy irritating guy. hehh, (:

• Do you like 12? Baiduri .
My sister. love her :D

• Tell me something about 17: Brian
Noisy but fun! :D

• What’s 7’s favorite color? Hadyu.
Idk sia. hehh.

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you? Syafiqah.
i like you too ehh fee. =.=! she like someone alreasy lahh :D

• When was the last time you talked to number 15? Hidayah .
ohh yesterday.

• How do you think 19 feels about you? Putra.
ermm, weird? ahahha.

• What language does 13 speak? Muhaimin.
malay and eng only. i think? hehh.

• Who is 2 going out with? Aisyah.
ADLI!

• What is 5’s favorite music? Zulfi
anything.

• Would you ever date 13? Muhaimin.
my abg sehh.

• Is 11 single? Zuhairi.
yeaap.

• What is 10’s last name? Syubli
dunno. hehh,

• Where does 18 live? Khaliesah.
singapore of course.

• What do you think about 20? Hidayat.
a very good friend and listener(:

• What would you like to tell 14 right now? Amalina.
bwk laptop when we go chalet tuh okayy cousin? :D

• How did you meet 9? Sebastian.
Primary school.

• What is the best and worst thing about 2? Aisyah
Best: she can sing well! :D
Worst: nothiing :D

• Are you going to know 3 forever? Fadhli-kuun.
i really want to! ahaha :D

• How long have you known 17? Brian.
since sec 1.

• Are you or did you ever date 2? Aisyah..
never at all.

• Do you have a crush on 18? Khaliesah
nopee!

• Would you kiss 15? Hidayah
never




that's for now. byeee! (:

chingay has been fun but super irritating.
dont forget watching me on teevee(i hope)
life has been awesomely tiring =.=
seriously. everyday i came to school with my body only.
school's been fun but stressful.
npcc is getting more hmmm, no comment.
he's smile madee my day every time i see him. ahahha ;D
i just finished talking to reuben and fadhli on my status comment =.=
ahahahah! super funny lahh they both.
finished talking to fadhli.
ahahaah. now msgin.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! i really love 4th February 2010.
lalalalallalalalalalalalalala.
will update more.
its morning now.
later afternoon have chingay.
another tiring day till night.
ohh yeahh. till night.
damn it.
better catch some sleep.

im sleeping, but nevertheless. Good moning ppl! (: