"saying i love you is for someone special, Ayu. dont play with a guy's heart"
"He is someone special. and im not playing with his heart"

one conversation that made me sad.
really, it made my heart aches.
what do you noe? only we noe ourselves.

here's what happened to me this week.
Monday : MONDAY BLUES! but i never failed to smile whenever he walked out of his class, walked through the path, turned and smiled at me. lovely view. <3

Tuesday : CCA day! i brought my full U but i didnt did training. wore mafti and went for chem test. came back to npcc and helped clean the room abit. then had dismissal and debrief. i love debrief. thats when i get to pinch him ;D den went to momma shop as usual. zulfi said that me and him was like the hindustan hero and heroine. he tried to pinch me but i stayed away from him. hahah! that smile, <3

Wednesday : did chingay presentation in the hall. i knew he would get disturbed by his friends. so after that presentation me and amira rushed to the foyer. went for CIP. and looked at how bonded we were when the teacher gave us attitude. still remembered laughing with 4E5 peeps. love you guys oi! :) he texted, i smiled <3

Thursday : met him during lunch. amira went for her dad's court hearing. how good mr ng could be, sending her home. borrowed his mp4. but in the end, i didnt listen to it. 1.45pm-430pm in the library. love malay language. woots. love disturbin zaiba. ahaha. den met dat boy. dat funny boy. walked with him. den sat with him. spent time with him. played the snatching game with him. pinched him. he pinched me. stretched for my phone. hahah, thank you for the time dear :)

Friday : guys not gg npcc, except for zal and zulliey. walk with them to syafiq's block. "i love you dearest" was what i heard. i smiled. we went seperate ways, i turned. he turned. " i love you too" was what my lips said and he smiled. love NPCC dat day. we did PYA under mr vanan supervision. "its friday, so relax! have fun. enjoy yourself!" was what we heard. so we did. discussed in the canteen, under the fan and not under the sun. walked home with fee :)

Thats it for the weekdays.
im hungry now :O
so im tired. and i want UG camp to come fast.
quick UG camp quick! :D

no one knows, but we know.
i guess its better that way.
cos my feelings would not lie to me for sure.
iloveyou boy, i do. :)